Today
Today I started laughing when my shoes said, "Made in Spain."
Today I started praying, I kept praying it would rain,
Today I started writing in an attempt to stay sane...
I sat down with my pen and out came song after song,
But as I read them back, I knew the words were more than wrong,
And the day seems very empty, and the days seem very long...
Today I started planning what I'd do and what I'd say,
Today I started sleeping and just couldn't break away,
Today I started dreaming of a coming, better day...
But a new day isn't coming, and a dream is just a lie,
And I know there's nothing left, nothing left between you and I,
There's nothing left to say anymore, nothing, except, "Goodbye..."
Today I started falling, but I still haven't hit the ground,
Today I started hating all the flaws in you I've found,
Today I started screaming but I didn't make a sound...
It seems 'today' has been going on for more than a year, and
I would cut my wrists and bleed if that would bring you near,
And I would keep on screaming if I thought someone would hear...
But my screams are of the silent kind, and no one can hear me,
And I meant nothing to you, and I can't trust my memory,
I didn't slit my wrists today, obviously.
But there's always tomorrow.
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