Never Better

CONTENTS
Perceived
Goodnight...
What Goes Around
Scorch & Glory
Waiting Her Out
Illicit Indiscretions
Still Life
Why Is It You?
Goodnight, Love
Speechless
No Ordinary Hunger
These Consequences
Vision & Verse
...Allergic to Hair Dye
The Hangover
Fifth Wheel
Complex Refusal
Persistent Delusions
Last Apology
Living History
Biased Advice
Renewal
The Difference
Ballad of a Ring
Infinite the Way We Are
Ashleigh's Song
Saying Goodbye
Certain Lies
Living Hell
You Always Are...
Me & Brian Krakow
The Wrong Way
In One Year
Benefit of Hindsight
Fallen
Today
Waiting
What We Did Was Wrong
Chronic Doormat Syndrome
Gestures
Skirting Perfection
The Rose
All I Offer
Behind the Scenes

How I Found Out I'm Allergic to Hair Dye  

I went to sleep the moment I gave up on him
It wasn't the first time, and it wouldn't be the last
We already had a long, complicated history together
A long history that mostly involved him standing me up
I fell asleep the moment I realized he wasn't going to show

Then, I awoke abruptly, bolting upright -
He arrived - just a few hours late.
He was a terrifying, strange, and wonderful sight
His hair was dyed a surreal, vulgar shade of magenta
And his hands were still stained with the dye.
And I didn't tell him that I had given up on him
But maybe he knew
We talked for hours, and when it became inevitable that we would kiss,
He kissed me, and it took me completely by surprise
Because... in all my years of knowing him, I honestly never dreamed
That he could ever look at me like I was someone he wanted.

He whispered to me, "I want you to know,
This isn't completely emotionless for me.
I care about you. Very much."
He kissed me again, and I smiled, content to give up on him. Again.
At least in this way.
At least, for a while.

And when I woke up,
I was aching, in more ways than one,
And covered in raw patches where my skin used to be
I woke up the deep, pink color of pain.

1 Comments:

At 7:36 PM, Blogger Kellie said...

Based on a true story.

If this piece confuses you, just read the title again, and I think you'll get it.

 

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