Never Better

CONTENTS
Perceived
Goodnight...
What Goes Around
Scorch & Glory
Waiting Her Out
Illicit Indiscretions
Still Life
Why Is It You?
Goodnight, Love
Speechless
No Ordinary Hunger
These Consequences
Vision & Verse
...Allergic to Hair Dye
The Hangover
Fifth Wheel
Complex Refusal
Persistent Delusions
Last Apology
Living History
Biased Advice
Renewal
The Difference
Ballad of a Ring
Infinite the Way We Are
Ashleigh's Song
Saying Goodbye
Certain Lies
Living Hell
You Always Are...
Me & Brian Krakow
The Wrong Way
In One Year
Benefit of Hindsight
Fallen
Today
Waiting
What We Did Was Wrong
Chronic Doormat Syndrome
Gestures
Skirting Perfection
The Rose
All I Offer
Behind the Scenes

Fifth Wheel  

I never thought these childish games would be our undoing
I never thought I'd end up on the outside, without you
I thought we were better than these petty deceptions
It breaks my heart to learn how it feels to doubt you
I never thought the day would come when I couldn't count on you
I never thought I'd lose you to words that went unsaid
I never thought you'd let me down, now I'm falling fast
Whatever you never felt for me must have been only in my head

So, when I can't manage a poker face
When the empty laughter gets too loud
When I can't drown my pride in alcohol
I'll know that five's a crowd

I thought I was someone who meant something to you
But these days I'm not one of the chosen few
Maybe you don't realize this is me you're not talking to
These days it seems like I can't do anything right
I try to be your friend, and all you do is pick a fight
You don't seem to care about me or the way this exclusion makes me feel
There's room for four that you adore, you make me the fifth wheel

So, when I can't manage a poker face
When the empty laughter gets too loud
When I can't drown my pride in alcohol
I'll know that five's a crowd

When I can't pretend this doesn't hurt
When the growing silence screams out loud
When I can't fight the way I miss you
That's when I'll know five's a crowd

1 Comments:

At 11:49 AM, Blogger Kellie said...

Little Known Fact: This is about a platonic friendship.

 

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