Currently I am pretending to do research in Spanish class for a presentation. At the same time I am writing this. Ha ha ha ha ha. Damn the man save the empire.
I feel like such a terrible person for neglecting my beloved journal. But I can't help it, yo! I am really busy with all kinds of stuff. The Good Doctor performance is, like, less than ten days away! Also there's all those Imaginary Invalid rehearsals, plus the website stuff I'm doing for Mrs. Clesson to the Brome and Beyond page. All this plus homework, quizzes, tests, and my social life doesn't leave a lot of time left over for my website. I'm in the midst of designing my next layout though, it should be very cool. Sadly, I really need to get the stuff for Mrs. Clesson done first.
Tonight (actually it's after midnight so...last night) I went to a party at Kat's (that's right, another one). It was a damn good time. I'm really hating Invalid and yesterday Thetard yelled at me. (I admit only the following: That this time it was more my fault than any other time she has ever yelled at me.) Seeing Logan is the only thing that de-stresses me, so I try to keep him around a lot. =)
Guess what? I'm the Student Director! I'm so excited! (No, not really at all. But then, I wasn't really looking forward to The Good Doctor after what happened then either, and I ended up having a good time...and it'll be nice working with Ryan (Stage Manager.) Lindsey, surely, is going to drive everyone nuts with her, "I'm too busy for this! I don't actually do anything on the Thespian board and I tried out for this role...but I'm too busy!" I decided at TALENT that Liz Holt is actually really cool.
Also at TALENT, I met a lot of awesome people, I'd like to say "yo," to Mike (the glass of orange juice), Craig (aka Phillipe), Humpty (Kyle) and Katie B! I gave them all my website address, so if you notice them on the message board or running amok in the guestbook, I met them at TALENT. They're Thespians, so be nice, and don't make any sudden movements. =) I am telling everyone to go see The Good Doctor (Showcase) at Theatre Festival in January. We are having it adjudicated September 25, so of course we're not sure that it will be going, but I have two words to say to all of you who doubt: "Space Pandas."
I'm going to go play some Euchre on Yahoo, and then read The Art of Zen and Motorcycle Maintenance which Logan got for me from the Normal West Library.
I lost (how the @#$% does one LOSE?) $40!! Sometime between lunch yesterday and this morning in the car, $40 disappeared from my bookbag, along with a little green notebook that had poetry written in it. I also didn't make callbacks. This makes me want to kill myself. I also had a fight with Logan, which upset me so much that I was bawling while driving back to school. Luckily, we made up, or I might be bleeding from the wrists as we speak. Part of the problem may be the fact that I was on the phone very, very, very late last night and didn't get enough sleep.
And now, for your reading pleasure, a chat with Kat.
kellie rai: guess what? you made call backs.
kellie rai: i didn't.
kellie rai: I think i'll go kill myself now.
kellie rai: not really
Wild Katzy: you better not be serioius
Wild Katzy: i know why i made call backs...it's not because i can act
kellie rai: bullshit.
kellie rai: why do you think it is?
kellie rai: hmmmm?
Wild Katzy: it's because of that little-sister part
Wild Katzy: she wants to typecast me
kellie rai: well good.
Wild Katzy: y?
kellie rai: what do you expect, to be given a part based on merits? we should all be so lucky. if she gives you that goddamn little sister part, i don't want to hear you complain once. i mean, go ahead if you want, but not when i'm around, because i'd kill for it.
kellie rai: i'd kill to be typecast as anything, but i just don't fit anywhere.
kellie rai: i'm not cute, and i'm not sexy, and i'm not funny.
kellie rai: i'm nothing
Wild Katzy: CALM DOWN! I WASN'T COMPLAINING
Wild Katzy: actually, i think you are pretty sexy and funny
Wild Katzy: so does logan, aparently
kellie rai: why does everyone throw me off the cliff then?
Wild Katzy: because they're afraid logan will beat you up if they try sleeping with you
Wild Katzy: *you=them
kellie rai: that's bullshit, but I appreciate the effort. :-)
kellie rai: thanks Kat.
Wild Katzy: hey I never threw you off any cliff
Wild Katzy: nways what about wrinkle in time.
Wild Katzy: that was a horrid script, but you made it worth watching
I was reading my notebook-journal from this summer and it is so funny...Dig this:
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June 7, 2000 4:02 AM ...I've sort of gotten used to the idea that I might not have a boyfriend for a few more years. It's not the end of the world, you know, there are other things. More important things. I wouldn't want to be someone else now, not even for a day. My life is boring and painful and humiliating, but dammit, it's mine. Like that guy with the dirt in The Grapes of Wrath...
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Later that same day, Logan asked me out and we started dating. Maybe I'm the only person who can appreciate the irony of this. It's like Graham (from My So-Called Life) said: "Cliches happen!" The crap that they tell you to make you feel better turns out to be true: Just when you stop looking for something, you find it. =) Of course, the goal I had (making all those single girls feel better) will not be accomplished, because you never believe that it will happen to you until it does.
Well, mini-golfing with Justin, Maggie, Cori, and Dan was really fun. Kids are so fun sometimes. It was one of those times they didn't bug me. (Unlike at the intercity football game, when I told a small, very obnoxious little boy that he was an accident.) Then the party at Kat's was a lot more fun than I expected. It probably had to do with the fact that I drank eight Mountain Dews in an hour and a half, and then some Pepsi later. Justin and Dan and I played Monopoly and it ended in a complete draw because the bank (Cori) was corrupt. I was laughing hysterically and acting completely nuts for most of the game. I bought Ventnor Avenue! I love when I do that, it has become my favorite property! (I am such a sentimentalist.) Later we played "I Never" and while it was fun, I had to admit a lot of things I didn't want to. Dan and Big Toe are very good at "I Never." Kat and Cori just take cheap shots, but Dan and Steve expose your secrets. But it was a good time, and there are going to be new quotes on the quotes page as soon as my lazy ass gets around to it. I also decided it was dumb having the Kat-Poll on my blog, and so it's going bye-bye-bye.
Today I'm going into town, and I'm going to get Will a birthday present, and then sit around at my mom's work until I hear from Logan.
This weekend is boring, boring, boring. I went to see "Space Cowboys" last night with Cori, and it just wasn't the same without theguys...For as much as we claim to be independent, we like "our men" and we are happier when they're around. "Space Cowboys" was one of those films you could see or not see and not think much of. There were a couple times when you go, "Awww." You laugh maybe twice in a 123-minute movie. Gag. That's about it. Nothing compared to Deep Impact and not even as good as Armaggedon, animal crackers and all.
Today I'm hanging out with Dan, Cori, Justin, and Justin's sister Maggie. :) We're going to play cards with Maggie and take her mini-golfing and then head on over to Kat's for her little party-thing. My brother William's birthday is Monday, so somewhere in there I need to get him some kind of gift. Eeek.
My entire site needs a new layout. That will have to be my project for tomorrow. That and figuring out what the hell is wrong with all the message boards. And putting up some new content. (I am serious about this. Mark my words! New content!) Nobody is linking me lately so I am linking nobody back.
If you want some pictures from Bang Bang You're Dead, Gray Matter, The Diviners, and You Can't Take it With You, you can download the zip file here. These pictures thanks to Josh.
I got to spend two days with Logan. We went to see "Coyote Ugly." (Megan Kerns is a liar, it is not a good movie.) Then last night we went to the Intercity football games. And I pissed off my mom by not calling when I was supposed to. We didn't get home until one a.m. Since he's already grounded this weekend (going away with his parents) it doesn't really much matter if our parents try to punish us. Next week isn't looking so good either. Auditions for fall play, Good Doctor practice...all that shit.
I have Good Doctor practice at 1:00. Kat is still pretending to be "Butchie Kapollo" on my message board, I am very annoyed. It's like the "Mr. Sunny" thing all over again.
It's not fair. Never Better is much prettier than Vasconia, and yet who's message board has more posts? That's right, Vasconia! There's no justice! Today I'm updating the quotes page and launching that zine I always said I would make. Logan's out of town, so what else am I going to do? Homework? (Ha ha ha ha ha...)
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